Three Points

At the beginning of the eleventh grade, I was very happy after one year to adapt to new conditions. Now, eleventh grade come being  the memorable at senior high school. At the times like this, the end of the eleventh grade college just want it straight without having to grade twelve. This is only a dream. I have to wake up and face reality. I still have several more months to complete the twelfth grade. There are only three main things about twelfth grade.

The first is national exam. If I pass a national exam, then I can move on to in universities. Many of them are heavily burdened with the national exam. Including me. But after a little proactive thought shows that, graduation standards are not only determined by this test alone but combined with grades over the previous five semesters. I am not too obsessed to get a perfect score, but I will still try to get the maximum value. 

The second, the university entrance exam. Had a yearning almost all twelfth graders throughout Indonesia for university admission through the invitation. So do I. For me over the affairs of the invitation to surrender to God. I agree with my senior, if accepted at the university with the invitation was a bonus for the effort that has been made but I still want and hope to this point. On the other hand there is still a university entrance exam with a written test track. For both are approximately the same number of rivals. However, the only difference being the process. I still have this written test if I have failed in the invitation. 

The third is graduation. Graduation is our returns from school as a student to their parents. At graduation may be feeling relieved, happy, sad, proud, mixed together. All beautiful or not beautiful memory will come all approached the  mind. Until the tears could not help being dammed. Thank you and sorry endlessly kept out of each student to the teacher.

That's three main things that will be passed as the twelfth grade. however, as the young man is still a long journey and it's all we have conquered. Finally, whatever is in front of the face look that much, see you then fear  you dreams may come occasionally, but immediately replace the fear with a sense of spirit.

Last Uniform

Twelfth grade is the last grade that should I take in my educational journey as a student. Approximately one year ahead I am no longer holds as a student but as a freshman. I will call my teacher become my lecturer.  Institutions that will teach me not again named the school but university. I will no longer be grouped each class like what I have now, but per faculty. I no longer have to sit for 10 hours in the classroom, because I am going to college based on schedule of my professors.

Regardless all of that. I definitely had to take several exams and competition is quite challenging. Beginning of the semester exams twelfth grade, the end of school exams, a national exam, university enrollment and the final exam as optional SNMPTN. It was a great look, not to mention try outs, daily tests, tasks, and another big rocks .

This is not my first experience to carry out phases like this. I should be ready to fight. With the remaining time available, I shall turn out to be better than today. Like the soldiers who had to pass through various training before they fought. I also have to provide training to myself that I was really ready to fight. There is no time for idleness. I touched smart to prioritize all my activities. And that is no less important to pray for guidance and ease to God.

That's a little story about what I felt before I became a real twelfth grade. I’m hoping that I still can through all of the obstacles, because there always a rainbow after the rain.
 

A Letter to Dofi

Best Friends

We are four girls. We don’t have any special name to represent us. but we have name for representing our relationship, BESTFRIENDS.

We have known each of us since at 7th grade, but we got closer when we were at  9th grade. Each of us has some differences  and some similarites. We have different favorite in kind of games, genre of music, typical of boys, style, but the similarities between us are we really like to have a joke that always make me laugh. We always eat 3 times in a day, it means that we like to eat. We  like travelling but for not shopping or travelling around the mall. We like natural and simple things to do. Every simple and natural things we did, we never forget. We also have our theme song, it is “Sahabat Sejati” by Sheila On 7. It was really suitable with us. 

There is no rule in or friendship. We want our friendship just flow like the river, because, the river sometimes will  over flow or getting dry. It is like a cycle that we must face. Distance sometimes can be our obstacle, but, actually we still keep each of us in each of our heart.

We don’t know how it happens  and We don’t know how it was started. Logically, it can be happened because  we are in a same class at that time but why don’t when we are in the 8 grade?. That was the “x-factor” , just God who knows it. We never find the reason or that “x-factor”. What we can do are keeping our  values, faith, trust, and tolerance.  We never think too much about our friendship in future. 

and this is the last of my writing in this chance...

He is my Hero(u)

“Although we will be separated by the distance, that’s no matter. I will still can meet you. And you will never be my ex-childhood friend”. That was my promise to him. He is my childhood friend. Before my home was moved, it was not far to get his house. I just need to cross the road in front of my house. Because my babysitter’s home is near  with his house,  almost every day  I went to his home.  We were born at the same year. Physically, we are almost same. We are not too high and also not too short. We have brown skin. And also we are quite small. Our family also have a good relationship. Sometimes his mom took care of me too when my mother and my babysitter were busy.

He was a great boy. When we were child, He was the only one who never made me cry. But, I often made him cry. When our naughty friends mocked me, he always saved me from them. When I would break my babysitter rules, he will always care to me with my babysitter’s face when angry and he succeed to cancel my bad act that I was going to do.  He always waited me when we would have ngaji (read holy Qur’an together).

Until now, I still often went to his home. Although we did not play together again, at least we knew the condition each of us. Now, he is a man. He is not like the other teenage boys outside. One thing that he still keep until now is responsible and hard working. I believe if he still can be a successful man, although he doesn’t continue his senior high school.

He is Heru which is, my hero in my childhood. 

Gift from Microsoft

I will still post my writing about life resolution. But Ms. Diah (my English teacher) called it “life is cycle”. I will not explain what is life cycle is it, but I will try to define with my queer style.

Do you know Microsoft Word? Do you ever try it? Are you already expert of use it?. Hopefully, I heard the best and true answer (I force you to know what is Microsoft word at all). Now, I will make parable about life and Microsoft word. Which shape of life that I will open? Just read it friends J

When you open Microsoft word, then will be a white square in you LCD. Then you’ll write anything in your mind. About your daily activities, your friends, your school, your extra class, you happy moment, your achievement, your family, your sister, or your love. You can edit you writing by make it bold, italic, underline it, make it colors, make it bigger or smaller, you also can align it into right or left or center. You can also can add some picture, photos in your paper. Then you’ll save it in your own document. For basic, you can do it right? Do you ever thought that the works of Microsoft word is almost same.

When you open means you were born I the world. When you writing anything, you just like do daily activity. It means you run your life. You can have precious experience, bad moment, blue day, colorful friends, and so on. Just like when you edit your writing become bigger, change into blue font. But, not just the similarity that both of Microsoft word and life have. There also some feature that you can’t use it in life. You can’t use Ctrl+z. You can’t undo your life but God still give you time for revise it. Just push delete and continue you writing. Don’t try to make mistakes again because it will decrease you time. Be carefully with your life, keep it well and be a winner in your own life. J

Now, have you realize that literally Microsoft word can be your life reflection?

2013's Stars

Hello, how is your new 2013? in this time I would like to write about my new 2013 J happy read it guys…

2013's Stars

Existing my calendar posted over a year ago with a new calendar which is still smooth and neat without scribbles is one of my mandatory rituals. I’m not and I never celebrating a new year with hang out or just have extravagance activities. Those were not my tradition. I better in my home with my family, having pray to God, together based on our hopes. And for me each New Year, I always make my lonely time. In this time, I will introspection my whole life in a year ago. And i will continue with making my goal or I like call it with my stars for a year ahead.

[Star does not mean i am or ever love with a man called it, or i have a brother of the same name, or the other ridiculous reasons. The truly reason is a secret.]

These are my stars:

1. I get publish my photo in the National Geographic magazine

2. Can control my finance well

3. Not being childish anymore

4. I wanna be more girlie as a Muslim

5. As a winner in any kind of photography competition

6. Successfully held a masterpiece of traditional and modern music by the youth guys.

7. Being cleverer student

8. Not getting remedial anymore

9. Delete for lazy! And write for diligent J

10. No coward

11. Can go to Bali

12. Increase my braveness  for being my self

13. Getting closer with physics and English

14. Being the truly effective teenager

15. Become friends and relatives that are good for my people around me

16. More care to my self

17. Never turn back into my bad behavior before

These are all my stars. Hopefully God know and help me. And I believe God will do it.  I will put my stars on my own sky.