What If...

What If - Mocca

What if I give you my smile?
Are you gonna stay for a while?
What if I put you in my dreams tonight?
Are you gonna stay until it’s bright?

What if I give you my story?
Are you gonna listen to me?
What if I give you my heart?
Are we never gonna be apart?

Come on baby try harder
Come on baby light my fire
Come on baby be mine
‘Cause you’re the one I wanted to be

What if I do ignore you
Will you just walk away and cry?
What if I did disappoint you?
Are you gonna say goodbye?

Come on baby try harder
Come on baby light my fire
Come on baby be mine
‘Cause you’re the one I wanted to be

What if I try to catch flying snitch?
Are you gonna come with me?
What if I give you my song?
Are we gonna sing along?

Come on baby try harder
Come on baby light my fire
Come on baby be mine
‘Cause you’re the one I wanted to be

What if you leave me right here?
I’m right here and waiting for you?

What if by Mocca. Mocca is  indie bands from Bandung, Indonesia. This group consist of Riko Prayitno (gitar), Arina Ephipania (vokal dan flute), Achmad Pratama (bass), dan Indra Massad (drum). Almost of Mocca’s song is story telling. It makes every listener will going inside by the rhythm. So does this song, Mocca try to express someone feeling when someone (I will say she for the next) want to make perfect for her relationship. But, actually with her willing to make it perfect is anxiety. Sometimes, our willingness make blindness. Who bring blindness? It is our self. Back to “she” problems, she was thinking harder about what happen after she did anything to him. She afraid he will go away. This feeling happen naturally, but she must control it.

Sometimes dreams is making brighter but sometimes making darkness. Think logically as your lighter. And you will not be “she”.

MY REFLECTION a year ago

I wrote it around one year ago. My ESL teacher asks me to make monthly journal.  And “Who am I” as the beginning. and this is what I have written on that…

                I am Safira Idofia Jakfar. I called my self with name Dofi. I was born in Lumajang, 12^th December 1995. I am a thin girl with brown skin and blunt nose. I am a Muslim. I am daughter from M. Zakfar  Sodiq and Iin Bathiningsasi. I am elder sister from Kindah Sari Afisah Zakfar. I like music, photograph, science, and IT. I am is fans of Sheila On 7. I like to take a picture about everything around me. I like learn about reality. I am the one who easily to ashamed. I didn’t like cat, ghost movie, judge-man, and to much speak up. About my hope. I want to make my parents and my family  proud of me. I want to be a people that bring happiness for other people around me. I want to make a changes to this world and Indonesia!. I have motto that always give spirit to me “Man Shabara Zhafira” everyone who be patient so she or he will be the luckiest person. Thanks to people around me that help me to show Who am I… 

Reading this and write it a again, make me laughing by myself. It seems I felt the most feelings of diary writer when they open their old diary.